I delivered my final project memoir after 3 weeks of very painful work and almost no sleep. No need to tell you how exhausted I am. I slept 10 h last night!! The first time in the last 3 weeks :-)
Now I still need to prepare for the presentation in front of the jury next week.
Wish me luck !!
1 week left until I have to deliver the final project and I feel like I have done nothing :-/ I have been working on illustrator for the last week and got my statement line almost done. Still need to do the business plan, the fashion illustrations, sew 3 pieces for real..... :-S
This is so frustrating!! I have so much left to do in so small time, I am starting to panic with a big "P"
I work everyday until 2 am and still I don't see the end. Is it the end yet ?
Hand drawn 51 pieces for the final collection, now just about to do all of this again in illustrator...
So much to do and so little time to accomplish it. This is very stressful !!
This is the last week of the Master and here I am building on a strategy to go through the next 4 weeks of my life and hopefully produce a final master project that will correspond to my standards. Time for a plan of attack !!
Hard, yes very hard as I feel so much like relaxing, putting my feet up and do absolutely nothing....I am exhausted and really fed-up.
Hey !!! I did not spend that tremendous amount of money and waisted all my evenings of the past 9 months to give up now!! So Ladyee, get the motto back to work and get it done !!
Wish me luck, the road is long :-/
Who would have thought that it would be that hard ??!!!
I knew I was not going to enjoy it fully but I never thought that I would be in the brick of the depression. Really!!
I don't know if it's because managing a fulltime job plus evening school plus tonnes of homework well the whole situation that is driving me nuts or it is because I am deeply disapointed by the school and that is leaving me really puzzled or it's because summer is coming, a lot of festivals and activities in perspective and everybody seems to have fun but not me, because I don't have the luxury of the time to have fun...I don't know but I feel quite sad and I don't know what to do to get better. Maybe time will help.
This is the finishing line, there are only 3 weeks left of school but my stress level is reaching hights: I feel that I am not doing enough, I am so late on every project but I am so tiered and really can't do more that I am already doing. I believe it would be almost impossible to get everything done by the time I have left.
Maybe I am being too ambitious and need to reduce my wishes? I certainly need help! I had my boyfriend doing all the "house management" so I can focus on my design homework, I even had my family helping me on a tremendous project... Is that enough ?! Not so sure, the list of things is never ending.
I am meeting with someone today which I hope will be of great help and will provide me with experts hands.
Will see, my hope is huge!
TBC...
