Friday 7 December 2012

Long awaiting update

I know you all be waiting for that....well I hope in a way :-)).
I have been very long in coming back on that page and write a piece of my story, I know, but that what we call "being busy" and surely I was.

Well so what happened? 
Do you remember in my last post, I was talking about a secret project??? Well now I can reveal it. My dearly boyfriend turned 30 on the 21st of October, so I was not gonna let that special occasion just go in the air, I organised with the great help of his friends and family a mega surprise party.
It was hell of a job, I can now say, 2 months of very hard work !! But, well,  now it is done, vereything went fine and he was very happy and greatfull for the surprise.

Now that this event took most of my energy, I can say that it was also very hard to juggle between the master of fashion design and work and the travels that come with that work.
Only 1 thing keeps me going: I absolutely LOVE the master !! :-)

It is so good, I am learning a lot. I can also tell where in my previous company we went wrong and what we could have done better, so it is quite nice to see these things and be able to say, "next time I do it better".

What is the master about? 
Basically there are 2 parts: First part is dedicated to the fashion design, with history of fsahion, how to draw our designs in illustrators, how to use differents computerized programs nowadays, how to make your own patterns from a design...And the second part, is about marketing, how to build your business, how to promote yourself, where you need to be to master your business etc...
It is so interesting, there is so much to learn there. Sometimes when I come home after 3 hours of intensive learning, I feel that my head is about to burst but that's great. I am very content because my brain is working, I am THINKING I am being STIMULATED...This is an awesomely feeling that I was desperately looking for, in vain, in my now lost the point current professional career in sciences. Knowing this, there is no way back there for me, I am definately not made for this world where I am only meant to work like a robot and not think.
I only hope I will keep the excitement and the need to learn all the way through my fashion adventure.

Enough of the deep words, I wanted to talk to you about some of the great works I had to make so far for the class. 
First I started by making a mood board or collage that would represent the great era of the 40's and 50's. So I search the internet about some of the greatest designers like Dior or Balenciaga, and what was the fashion at that time and in which context this played a role and blah blah blah and I ended up pulling up this:



I am quite proud of myself. I think it work out well. :-)


Then I had to customize a jacket...I know what everyone think about customization, but well in this case just forget it. The teacher went crazy the first day we all came with the idea of cutting out the jacket in pieces and add this and that, blah blah....we were all wrong he said. "That is not customization but transformation, which will be your next project". Huuuuuuuuuuuuhhhh !!! iiiiiiyyyyyyyeeeaaaahhh !! Well, I had to go back to the drawing board and think about something else an quick. So I start by making this other moodboard:







I don't know if you get the idea or no?













And this is the jacket in question that I need to customise.




And.....













               



                      this is what I did of it :-))))
 
















What do you think?

                                                             Crazy !? No ?


Please do not hesitate to leave your comment. I have not submitted it yet to the teacher, so I don't know if he will like it or not. That is the risk.

oh shoooo !! I did not check the time and now I have to go. I leave you guys to reflect on this and hopefully will be back in there soon.

Cheers.
LV

Tuesday 9 October 2012

Two weeks and a half later....

It has been all that time already since my last post...oooohhhh my god !!
And what have I done since ???

In reality I got a little distracted from my original plan and list but cannot release the reason now as it is a surprise, so ssssssshhhhhh !!

Anyway, I did not stay on my two cheeks and completely did nothing during that time. I did sent my CV to some places and was supposed to have an interview...but at the end this was cancelled, grrrrrr !! Never mind next time.
I also started to think about other ways of subsistence, which lead me to putting on sell some of my clothes on the ASOS Market place. I have listed there 2 dresses so far. I should list another 2 as well in the next few days.
Brown Sequin dress, ASOS Marketplace





 Please have a look, like and don't hesitate to share :-)






Evening Silk Orange dress, ASOS Marketplace




  I think of also doing the same on Etsy and eBay websites. I think all the ways are good to make money somehow. No !?



After all this, I still need to :

- translate my CV in English
- continue searching for another job
- think serioulsy about a website
- urgently contact someone for the master, which I should start next week (aie aie aie !!! I am scared and excited)
......

A lot to do, as usual. I love to be busy, believe me, but I hate not knowing the all pictures of what I am doing, where I am going and if this makes sense. I know it is not always possible to know everything, but I always try to get as close as I can to this, and this is precisely why I wish to work for myself and not anymore having a boss above my head telling me stupidity leading to nowhere and frustrating me more than anything.
Woooww, here again starting to complain. I promise I will try to keep a positive approach to everything eventhough, it is not always easy.

Bed time stories has come so, see you for a new post soon.

Tuesday 25 September 2012

First steps

Ouhhh I think it is time I take some actions.
My head is clear and I know what I want so let's make it happens.


I have created a new linkedIn profile (Join My LinkedIn profile), I need now to also think about a website. I have different options for that. I know at least two persons that would be willing to help me design a website. That is a good start, no ? But that's not all. I have a tone to do. I need to think about what happens if I quit my job, how I will get money to survive, how I can promote myself as new Fashion Designer etc...

Well, sometimes I think I should make a list of all I want to do and all I need to do because it cans quickly turn messy. And it is true, I am the type of person that needs to have a plan to function. It doesn't mean that I cannot deviate from this plan, but it surely means that I know my goals, I am ready to do what's necessary to achieve it.
So in my plan, well let's start for this week only, I want to do the following:

  1. Start thinking of a design, purpose of my website
  2. Translate my CV in English (I have one is Spanish for the moment)
  3. Send my CV for jobs in fashion in Barcelona (I think I might not stay another year in my current job and might think a bout a new options)
  4. Create a new facebook profile and page
  5. Find out if I need to prepare something for the Master next month (Yes forgot to say that I am starting a master in fashion design next month)
  6. Think about some secondary plans for money survival (since I will start the master and this is not very compatible with my work, I might need to find a way to provide myself some money to survive, pay bills etc..)

I think this will keep me quite busy for a week.
What do you think ?

Saturday 22 September 2012

Here I am

Here I am, at midnight...my eyes are closing themselves and I am still on the computer...should shout "Yeah, I am on holidays" but no, I can't even think about it, because I don't feel it: I have just only finished one big of a task, and now, then, I am exhausted, emptied...they took my whole energy.



I refer by "they" to my current work, the one that provides me money to pay my bills and a home where to survive, but unfortunately, doesn't fulfil my dream and doesn't make me feel complete.

I never felt so empty in my life. Maybe because it has been a really hard week and I came to a really hard conclusion. Now for sure I know I have turned the page. I know this all masquerade is not for me anymore, change is coming. Change for good and happiness...I hope.